Red Puddle

Red Puddle

The deep red puddle
leaves a permenant stain.
The blood wouldn't stop
as it flowed from her vein.
The doctor will say,
"I'm very sorry miss.
The only thing she left
was just one last kiss."
The scars on her wrists
showed the pain she beared.
No one ever bothered,
no one seemed to care.
Her eyes are closed,
her chest is still.
She grasps the note,
"I've lost all will."
Now nothing is left,
her life is done.
They ruined it all
for a night of fun.
(c) Miss Amazing 2008

Wondering...

Wondering

Hmm, I have to wonder.
No really, I do.
I can't say what it is.
But I wonder about you.
Whatever, this is a good wonder.
Like when you wonder about the sky.
Just wondering on and on.
I keep wondering why.
I look foward to talking to you.
Which is almost every day.
But when you come around.
What do I have to say?
I guess I'll watch and wait
To see what happens next
I'm gripping my phone,
Just waiting for your text.
I like you a lot.
What's the big deal?
Just wondering now
If this is actually real.
Who knows where
Do we go from here?
Fill the car with gas,
I'll take the wheel and steer.
So I'm still wondering
What's going on in me.
Just feeling a little different
About you, crazy.
(c) Miss Amazing 2008

Unaccounted Apology

Unaccounted Apology

I’m sorry I thought
We were going somewhere.
I’m sorry I smiled
When you played with my hair.
I’m sorry I fell
For you right at the start.
I’m sorry I hoped
You’d give me your heart.

I’m sorry I cried
Over memories of us.
I’m sorry I wanted
More than just lust.

I’m sorry I waited
For your call by the phone.
I’m sorry I called
When you weren’t even home.

I’m sorry I reached
For your hand again tonight.
I’m sorry I kissed
You as it all burned bright.

I’m sorry I played
Along like your little doll.
And I’m sorry I lied
Cause I’m not sorry at all.

(c) Miss Amazing 2008