Monday, March 23

Life Will Continue Momentairly

Life Will Continue Momentarily





One brief moment,
And my world gets thrusted into a rush of emotions.
I'm Ecstatic.
I'm Worried.
I'm Frustrated.
Time slows and my emotions land from the sky
and I'm Content.
My world fades from focus.
I try to grip on to something
but my senses fail me.
There is not a combination of words that
escribe how I feel,
at this moment, right now,
with you.
But I guess I'll do my best:
Every beat of my heart,
I feel the rush of blood through my veins.
And my stomache burns from this diet
of nerves,
but it's all I can choke down.

My knees feel like they'll give with the next step,
and I'm surprised to see I'm still walking with you.
And as we walk together,
I'm so close to dissolving from here.
I might fade.
Reality hits,

and I think of one way to express myself to you:
One kiss.
Just to show you this.
I pull all that I can in me together,
and compose myself,
I'm ready to show you.
And you leave.
I watch as you drive away,
and I'm Relieved

Wednesday, February 11

Kiss The Stars.

Kiss The Stars

Remember our first kiss?
It was right under these stars.
But they don't shine as bright,
they seem so distant, so far.
Look what you've done!
This mess ruined everything.
They once were so beautiful
But now, a few of them get seen.
They used to shine so much more
Like little dots of light
Look at them now, straight above,
Don't they seem too high?
Yes, they've drifted from Earth.
No, you've driven them away.
I thought you put them up there,
But instead you dimmed their rays.
Remember our first kiss?
It was right under these stars.
Like them, you've pushed me away.
Now I feel so distant, so far.

(C) Stevie 2009

Wednesday, January 14

This Heart, MY Heart

This Heart, MY Heart

You never knew the truth,
don't you want to know now?
Quit trying to play it off,
it's my side you won't allow.
But I've got it right here,
all that I have to say.
Stop! Let me get it out.
so don't try to go away.
I loved you from the beginning,
ready to give you all of me.
Didn't you hear it in my words?
In my eyes! Didn't you see?!
This heart, MY heart
filled with faults and flaws
I offered it to you,
waiting there, you never saw.
How could I trust you?
I almost gave you my heart.
I lost myself somewhere,
yet you left at the start.
Now I'm finally done,
leaving you far behind.
I'm pushing you away.
I've made up my mind.
I don't want you here,
so I suggest you leave.
Get out of my life, now!
Find another to decieve,
because now you know
you aren't decieving me.

(C) Stevie 2009